– heridas

un poema de

caminando hacia la felicidad

 si tan solo supieras 
lo que tu voz me lastima
si tan solo pudiera ignorar lo que digas
 
me alejaste de ti
cuando pisoteaste mis heridas
te quedaste sin mí
y yo con el alma vacía
 
eres el ser humano que me brindó la vida
pero el resentimiento que te tengo
no se olvida
entre tú y yo solo hay heridas
grietas profundas
que aunque quisiera no cerrarían

tantas veces me prometí
pedirte y pedirme perdón
noches frías y largas de abandono en mi rincón
tantas veces esperé tu regreso
y eso nunca llegó
mientras me condenaban por ser
el huérfano gay que soy
 
historias bíblicas que me llenaron de terror
ignorancia y violencia
que me privaron de un mundo mejor
de aquí para allá sin alivio ni compasión
preguntándome siempre
si esa era la voluntad de dios

me siento tan solo
y lleno de rencor
el tiempo no ha curado
mis heridas profundas
solo ha incrementado mi dolor
 
el tiempo ha
marchitado mi alegría
y me han roto
mil veces el corazón  
   

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– regrets

a poem from

walking towards happiness

 i can still remember our first date
back then i was too young
to understand
but now in my present
i am full of regrets
 
the memories of our summer
i cannot ever forget
but time keeps moving forward
and i should do the same
 
so long my lover
we will meet another day
maybe you were right
perhaps you were so wrong
 
but today
it does not matter
it would not help to know

maybe i will get to say
what i kept in for so long
maybe another day
today you are gone from this world
i left you all alone
 
you made me so happy all along
i was afraid to tell you what was wrong
i was too afraid to admit you were my love
now it is too late to let you know

when i first heard what happened
i could not think or talk
how could i forgive me for what i have done
i wish i could have never let you go
 
death is now within you
you have gone far away

time keeps moving forward
and i should do the same
 
i will not say goodbye
i know we will meet again
maybe another time
perhaps i will just wait


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– Caminando hacia la felicidad

la version en español de

Walking Towards Happiness

 estoy contento con el trayecto de mi vida
y este libro cuenta la historia de los últimos años
viviendo en la oscuridad que llevo en mi
expresando mi lujuria y los deseos que viví
perdido en la condenación de los ignorantes
pero me levanté y encontré en mi poesía absoluta
la razón para perseguir mi felicidad a pesar de todo
y al despertar un día
encontré a mi corazón latiendo por amor una vez más
 
estoy agradecido
con la vida
con el universo
con mis seres queridos
y por supuesto
con uno
y todos los seres de este planeta
por simplemente existir
 
-adric ceneri

a la venta este Septiembre del 2019

walking towards happiness


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– let’s save this moment

This journal is for the loving souls, to write your romantic thoughts and to free your words and emotions. It also includes an adjustable calendar for you to keep up with your tasks and to-dos. The calendar includes only love quotes and loving art sketches from the book 'walking towards happiness'. 

May your journey be as beautiful
as a rainbow after the rain
peaceful and colorful!
The first book/journal companion! 

walking towards happiness


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– without doubt

a poem from

walking towards happiness

 without doubt i felt in love
do not know how but i was reborn
perhaps it was our dinner
or our walk that night
but without doubt
my heart beats faster all the time
 
our first night
walking in the boulevard
i remember your eyes
looking at me in the bar
you totally rescued me
from my endless loneliness
and effortlessly found
what i had buried in the past

i know that it is too soon
for any future speculations
but all i want is to be
with you anywhere you are at
you have been
the best gift of my twenty six
the first red rose
that had bound me to your path
 
without doubt i love you
i know
do not say a thing
just love me and let me give you my love
it was that first full weekend together
the movie and your eyes
without doubt your kisses woke me
and gave me life

your embraces and mines
in pairs dancing a waltz
adapted in the bed
rolling around to the rhythm of our song
 
i had no expectations to find you
but now you are all i want
with you i go wherever
far away to infinity and beyond
 
i fear absolutely nothing
if you are with me
i do not care if it is too soon
all i want is to have you with me
 
my smile grows bigger
every time i think of you
there is nothing in this world
that i want after having you

in my twenty six
i must confess
that you made me happy
and i say it because i feel it
not only because is what you want to hear
i want to write you a thousand poems
and read them to you every night
i want to love you without limits
i only want to be the protector of your life


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My Poetry: Los Restos de un Humano

A poetry collection filled with secrets and experiences. Pieces of  memories and images which create these verses with my illusions among  the lines and confusing riddles between my rhymes. Magical paths that  are a true divine gift, but sometimes it can also be a dangerous  labyrinth for those who do not understand the difference between the  real world and my fantasies. 

AVAILABLE NOW ON AMAZON
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– trapped in my fears

my fourth journal

the heartache themed journal

This is a Journal for the aching souls, find the strength and cleanse your soul with my words to help you write your hurt, damaged and painful scars. It also includes an adjustable calendar for you to keep up with your tasks and to-dos. The calendar includes only heartache quotes along with some melancholic art sketches from the book 'walking towards happiness'. 

May your soul resist the pain
while you find the needed strength
to overcome this dark chapter of your life!
The fourth book/journal companion! 

walking towards happiness


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– you are the one

a poem from

walking towards happiness

 please do not go now
stay with me for a lifetime
i feel more alive than i have ever felt
and i am sure you feel the same
because i know you are the one
 
i was lost in my memories
and you brought me back  
i have never felt more alive
 
for a long time
i felt alone until you arrived
i no longer feel lonely

let’s not be sad
instead let’s laugh
problems always come in life
and we will fight them to survive
we will keep our love alive
you will always be the one
let’s make this right
in the long run
all i want is your love
and to have you
forevermore by my side

let me show you
who i really am
make me believe
that my love is not in vain
tell me that you will stay
even in the worst moments
of our lives
because times get hard
and you are the one

to your love
i am bound
take me
to wherever you want
i will always
stand by your side
this time
i am following my fate
and i know
you will be mine
you know i am right honey




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– Caminando hacia la felicidad

la version en español de

Walking Towards Happiness

 estoy contento con el trayecto de mi vida
y este libro cuenta la historia de los últimos años
viviendo en la oscuridad que llevo en mi
expresando mi lujuria y los deseos que viví
perdido en la condenación de los ignorantes
pero me levanté y encontré en mi poesía absoluta
la razón para perseguir mi felicidad a pesar de todo
y al despertar un día
encontré a mi corazón latiendo por amor una vez más
 
estoy agradecido
con la vida
con el universo
con mis seres queridos
y por supuesto
con uno
y todos los seres de este planeta
por simplemente existir
 
-adric ceneri

a la venta este Septiembre del 2019

walking towards happiness


2019. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

– i loved you while it lasted

 This is a Journal for the broken hearts, to liberate your anger, your deceptions and to free the loss of love. It also includes an adjustable calendar for you to keep up with your tasks and to-dos. The calendar includes only breakup quotes and illustrated art sketches from the book 'walking towards happiness' 

May your heart find its way back to you,
even if it comes back in pieces,
as long as you don’t give up on self-love.
The second book/journal companion! 

walking towards happiness


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