A TRIP WITHOUT RETURN

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

In my trip to this world,
the sky falls down as it sees my fears.
I don’t want to turn to the mirror,
because I’m someone else I’ve never been.
 
I’m tired of being manipulated.
I’m sick of pretending that I’m a good mannered kid.
I’m rebel and I can’t pretend anymore.
I can’t fake that I have no feelings; I do believe in love.
 
People criticize the way I talk,
the way I dress and walk.
I want to escape and never turn back,
I’m tired of appearances; I can’t be who I am.
 
Too many times, I have asked the Lord,
if someone loves me, because I see no one with me.
I wonder if there is someone alone,
so that way we could share our worlds.
 
I’d like to be remembered one day,
I don’t want to die thinking I’ll be forgotten.
I change my mind and many times, I don’t know what to do,
because I’m sensible and I fear to be hurt.
 
People talk about me, they just say trash,
I have never heard that someone loves me; I give up.
I believe it would be better to take off and never come back.
I can’t swim against the sea tides; I’ll let myself drown.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

walking towards happiness

Available NOW on Amazon April 25th 2019, softcover and kindle unlimited editions.

this book tells the story of these last years
living in the darkness that I carry in me
expressing my lust and the desires i lived
lost in the damnation of the ignorant
but i rise up and found in my utter poetry
a reason to chase my happiness above all
and i woke up one day
to find heart beating in love again
 
i am grateful
with life
with the universe
with my love ones
and of course
with each
and every single being on this planet
for simply existing

– adric ceneri

walking towards happiness

Will be available on Amazon April 25th 2019, softcover and kindle unlimited editions.

this book tells the story of these last years
living in the darkness that I carry in me
expressing my lust and the desires i lived
lost in the damnation of the ignorant
but i rise up and found in my utter poetry
a reason to chase my happiness above all
and i woke up one day
to find heart beating in love again
 
i am grateful
with life
with the universe
with my love ones
and of course
with each
and every single being on this planet
for simply existing

– adric ceneri

THE REMAINS OF A HUMAN

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

Every time as I wake up… 
you are always on my unstable mind!
What have you done to me?
 
These memories of my childhood
don’t let me breathe at all.
They don’t let me live without fear,
they don’t let me sleep in peace.
 
The balance of my life
today is a total chaos,
is for what people hope of me,
the main reason not to stay in here.
 
Time has flown away,
the truth is, it could never be the same,
all I can do now is escape.
 
Your tears aren’t worthy,
not for my cure, I’ll prove you were wrong.
My wounds don’t heal,
I’ll be back when your eyes get to see I’m real.
 
What I offer to you is not enough.
I don’t want to be an obstacle in your path,
I am just a problem behind this mask.
It’s better not to let you know,
that your eyes won’t see my face anymore.
 
I propose myself to walk away from this life,
to erase my pain, to believe in faith.
I will run until the divine line,
to sleep for a while, to wait for an end.
 
I don’t blame anyone for judging me,
because all it is, is ignorance.
I don’t blame anyone for killing my soul,
nor for leaving my remains in this world.
 
I was no more than a lost reason,
one of the many agonies of the forgotten,
one of many dreams unrealized.
Now I leave… everything stays in its place.
I wish to front my present,
but I have no strength to fight against it.
I just wish to hide away from everything.
 
With the sunrise, a new day will come,
with it my life will be a history,
lines of a verse, the feelings of my story.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

my poetry los restos de un humano

debut poetry collection
This book is a product of 7 years of writings, filled with secrets and experiences printed in poetry; memories and pictures which are part of these verses. The illusions of these lines and the confusions of paths are magic and a divine gift, although a dangerous labyrinth for all those human who lived out of reality.

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