DARKNESS OF THE FORGOTTEN

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

I’m starting to lose my mind,
it claims something impossible to have.
My soul wants to sell itself,
it says that I’m not worthy to have its faith.
My sad eyes cry as they see,
that my properties don’t want to obey me.
 
The shiny moon sings sadly, as the day begins,
because its journey ends when the sun comes out again.
The bright sun angrily rules over earth,
burning everything until there’s nothing but ash.
People have forgotten how beautiful life is,
and sadly, they let themselves fall down until they die.
They make their own graves,
an extinction that happened yesterday,
something close to it will occur again.
 
Life was beautiful but not anymore,
today is just a shadow that, without light, is lost.
The seas are painful deserts in this world,
not understandable words of verses, rhymes with tone.
Now the silence has my voice,
it makes this a hell where nothing’s worth anything.
 
I have no reason to be,
the good angel I will never be.
Blood on my hands means I did something wrong,
now my conscience won’t leave me alone.
There is no time or space to stay,
I leave, goodbye there’s nothing else…

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

walking towards happiness

Available NOW on Amazon April 25th 2019, softcover and kindle unlimited editions.

this book tells the story of these last years
living in the darkness that I carry in me
expressing my lust and the desires i lived
lost in the damnation of the ignorant
but i rise up and found in my utter poetry
a reason to chase my happiness above all
and i woke up one day
to find heart beating in love again
 
i am grateful
with life
with the universe
with my love ones
and of course
with each
and every single being on this planet
for simply existing

– adric ceneri

walking towards happiness

Will be available on Amazon April 25th 2019, softcover and kindle unlimited editions.

this book tells the story of these last years
living in the darkness that I carry in me
expressing my lust and the desires i lived
lost in the damnation of the ignorant
but i rise up and found in my utter poetry
a reason to chase my happiness above all
and i woke up one day
to find heart beating in love again
 
i am grateful
with life
with the universe
with my love ones
and of course
with each
and every single being on this planet
for simply existing

– adric ceneri

THE WORLD WITH YOU

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

It’s beautiful to travel around the world,
although having someone would be better than being alone.
Doesn’t matter if the Lord’s Angels will always be with me
to protect me, to take care of me.
From the deepest of my heart, I wish to have someone with me.
 
I wish for someone who could show me love.
I wish to have someone to walk with, to where I go,
just a person, just a boy.
 
The shadows of the dark night covered my path,
and with it, painful memories come back.
I’m driving without sense, without track.
 
It’s beautiful to travel around the world,
although knowing I love someone makes me feel less lost.
Doesn’t matter if death’s hill will always be after me,
because God will always defend me.
 
I do not wish more than having you in my life.
I want nothing but to have you with me in this world.
I want to have you for at least a few minutes,
I want you and I want to be loved.
 
The sunrise comes out and shows me my future,
and with it, the best love in the universe.
I’m driving and you’re with me going to infinity.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

SOUL FEAR

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

I haven’t seen you,
but you’re always in my mind.
 
I’m losing the hope to be with you,
I’m feeling lost in this life.
 
I’m afraid of your decision,
afraid to let go.
I still don’t have you,
I don’t know what’s wrong.
 
My soul demands your love,
but it seems you’re lost.
 
If I could, I’d clear your doubts,
let you know you are my world.
 
Your great still eyes scream at me,
I ask, “What’s the big deal?”
All they answer is, “It’s not a dream.”
 
I wish I could be part of your dreams.
Share my deep secrets and make you feel,
that you can always count on me.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

CONFUSION

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

I’m so confused 
and I don’t know which way to go.
I believed I knew the answers, but I do not know.
 
I believed I knew who I was, but now I don’t know who I am.
I’m lost in a moral,
in here, the questions bother my mind.
 
I’m like a lost human in a maze, lost between the edges of my stress.
I don’t know where to go,
nor if I want to stay in this hell.
 
There’s no way to go back
to the place everything started. I’m on a loose string,
I’m at the edge of the abyss.
 
I can’t be myself.
I can’t because I don’t know who I am.
I used to believe I was invincible,
slowly, but surely I destroyed myself.
I ripped my heart and faded away.
 
I’m just tired of acting; I hate to fake feelings.
I’m just a teen boy, a human being who demands peace and love.
 
2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

HATE UNDER THE PEACE

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

The moments are already gone,
but the memories won’t go.
The lost souls from the forgotten don’t seem to come back.
 
I once had a father. Before no one knew, he just forgot.
He forgot he had a son. He pretended it never happened.
 
I once travelled and I got lost.
I walked parts of the world.
I walked around many seas. I walked in some streets.
 
I once asked for a wish. A wish that turned into a nightmare.
I wanted to have parents. I wanted the love of a family.
 
I once thought not to be. But escaping is never the answer.
And even if wars get over the peace,
there’s no reason to wish not to be.
 
Now, I just think only one thing.
End this misery, which makes me feel incomplete.
This crazy idea, the idea to be,
to have my childhood back and once again be a kid.
The happy kid as I never was.
Time took my dream,
now I’m alone as I’ve always been.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.

MY PHOBIAS

My Poetry:

Los Restos de un Humano

As today… there were days,
difficult mornings, I lost my strength.
I felt tired, abandoned and out of faith.
It’s hard for me to keep standing,
hard to wait for the future to come and take me.
Sincerely, I can be strong, not strong enough to avoid memories.
And it hurts as hope fades away.
 
I feel like a bird that wants to fly.
I do not feel sure, so I stop.
I stayed in loneliness waiting for a try.
Trying to get out of hell, I fall.
I can’t find myself, lost my sight.
There is no way for me to get out of here.
I have one chance to destroy my fear.
Upon it, my heart was afraid of me.
 
I have thought about me and my future.
I have never been sure of anything.
I think something; I believe a different thing.
I hear other things, and I see no way out of here.
My life is not easy; I’m afraid to not know.
I am afraid not to be accepted by the Lord
as everybody rejected my love.
 
I am as the abandoned human on war.
Like the grain of sand lost in the desert,
like the sight lost between the stars,
and the sound that faded in the silence.
 
I wish to scream but I fear no one can hear.
I am sick of fighting against fear.
I am tired of living in this wild world.
I am tired and I can’t smile to the Lord.
I am not happy and I can’t do anything.
I am dying of fear.
I am afraid to show what I feel.

2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.