Vivía en una mentira, en una ilusión catastrófica, caminaba en un sendero de espinas, donde mi alma día tras día se decoloraba.
Estoy cansado de tanto sacrificio, cansado de moverme al compás de tu ego, te quiero demasiado y a ti soy adicto, pero mi razón es más fuerte que mi corazón necio.
No soy conformista y no es esto lo que quiero, no estoy dispuesto a vivir de migajas, el que pierde aquí eres tu querido compañero, yo no pierdo más que unas cuantas lágrimas.
Lo que me ofreces, alguien más me lo puede ofrecer, ten por seguro que de tí no me olvidaré, pero sí apréndete que a tu lado no regresaré.
El seductivo movimiento de tus dedos, ya no provoca que me tiemblen las piernas.
Mientras te ofrecía mi corazón a manos llenas, me di cuenta de que nadie vale lo suficiente, aprendí a que estoy mucho mejor sin tantas penas.
Comprendo ahora tu miedo indefinido, pero que lástima que todo termine así, cuando apenas ayer éramos uno mismo, hoy aunque yo quisiera para ti no tengo nada más, se me han terminado las palabras, y mi voz una vez más está en su lugar.
Finalmente hoy recobro mi vida, vuelvo a mi hogar, junto a mi esposa… mi bella Soledad.
2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.
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Adric Ceneri is an LGBTQ artist, poet, writer, and author. He was born in Mexico and lived there during his childhood. He was raised in the coasts of the Pacific Ocean with his parents up to the age of five, and when his parents separated, he had to endure and survive the consequences of his parents’ poor lives choices. The majority of his poetry reflects the pains and sufferings he had to endure. He writes about his sexuality and the events that marked him throughout childhood and the difficulties he faced when he was growing up. Ceneri often writes with a rebellious heart through his poetry, expressing his emotions and always remaining true to who he is as an artist. As a poet and writer, he transmits his feelings and embodies his transgressions in magical word-plays truly transforming pain into art.
With over 17 years in writing and over 10 years since his birth as a published poet and writer; Ceneri has now 2 poetry collections, a set of four-book journals and two anthologies.
Ceneri is currently invested in Magesoul Publishing working with the founder, Carlos Medina and core executives to help the poetry community voices to be heard and recognized.
Adric is a passionate artist, creating books covers such as ‘IT HURTS’, ‘SURVIVAL’ and ‘HEALING’, the first trilogy of anthologies by Magesoul Publishing and for other books published through Magesoul Publishing. Adric also has written a chapter for each of the books in this trilogy of anthologies, poems not published in any of his other books. He is also translating books and creating art for other authors.
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