In my trip to this world, the sky falls down as it sees my fears. I don’t want to turn to the mirror, because I’m someone else I’ve never been.
I’m tired of being manipulated. I’m sick of pretending that I’m a good mannered kid. I’m rebel and I can’t pretend anymore. I can’t fake that I have no feelings; I do believe in love.
People criticize the way I talk, the way I dress and walk. I want to escape and never turn back, I’m tired of appearances; I can’t be who I am.
Too many times, I have asked the Lord, if someone loves me, because I see no one with me. I wonder if there is someone alone, so that way we could share our worlds.
I’d like to be remembered one day, I don’t want to die thinking I’ll be forgotten. I change my mind and many times, I don’t know what to do, because I’m sensible and I fear to be hurt.
People talk about me, they just say trash, I have never heard that someone loves me; I give up. I believe it would be better to take off and never come back. I can’t swim against the sea tides; I’ll let myself drown.
2009. Adric Ceneri. All right reserved.
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Adric Ceneri is an LGBTQ artist, poet, writer, and author. He was born in Mexico and lived there during his childhood. He was raised in the coasts of the Pacific Ocean with his parents up to the age of five, and when his parents separated, he had to endure and survive the consequences of his parents’ poor lives choices. The majority of his poetry reflects the pains and sufferings he had to endure. He writes about his sexuality and the events that marked him throughout childhood and the difficulties he faced when he was growing up. Ceneri often writes with a rebellious heart through his poetry, expressing his emotions and always remaining true to who he is as an artist. As a poet and writer, he transmits his feelings and embodies his transgressions in magical word-plays truly transforming pain into art.
With over 17 years in writing and over 10 years since his birth as a published poet and writer; Ceneri has now 2 poetry collections, a set of four-book journals and two anthologies.
Ceneri is currently invested in Magesoul Publishing working with the founder, Carlos Medina and core executives to help the poetry community voices to be heard and recognized.
Adric is a passionate artist, creating books covers such as ‘IT HURTS’, ‘SURVIVAL’ and ‘HEALING’, the first trilogy of anthologies by Magesoul Publishing and for other books published through Magesoul Publishing. Adric also has written a chapter for each of the books in this trilogy of anthologies, poems not published in any of his other books. He is also translating books and creating art for other authors.
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