I used to feel, but now I don’t! I used to cry, but now I won’t! I used to be, but now I’m not! I used to see, but now I’m blind! I used to need, but now I don’t! I used to laugh, but now I won’t! I used to read, but I sold my eyes! I used to analyze, but I lost my mind!
All this is related. All this is black. Bad advice and thoughts. I have no need of this in my life.
I want to get rid of this, no matter whom, no matter what. I just don’t want to be who I am now. The remains of myself are nothing, but pain and sadness.
Life, it’s confusing and it confuses my madness. It confuses my soul and my emptiness. There’s not much left to say, but to say I’m not. I’m lost in my world.
I want to say; the war did not defeat me! But I want no more lies. No more crying. No more sorrows. I want to laugh. I want happiness; I want to feel alive. I want to travel, to fly around.
Go to Italy, Spain or France, maybe Argentina or México. México, I miss you; how can I not? I miss your beaches, ports and rivers. I miss that kid; I miss myself, I have to go and this is the end.
Adric Ceneri is an LGBTQ artist, poet, writer, and author. He was born in Mexico and lived there during his childhood. He was raised in the coasts of the Pacific Ocean with his parents up to the age of five, and when his parents separated, he had to endure and survive the consequences of his parents’ poor lives choices. The majority of his poetry reflects the pains and sufferings he had to endure. He writes about his sexuality and the events that marked him throughout childhood and the difficulties he faced when he was growing up. Ceneri often writes with a rebellious heart through his poetry, expressing his emotions and always remaining true to who he is as an artist. As a poet and writer, he transmits his feelings and embodies his transgressions in magical word-plays truly transforming pain into art.
With over 17 years in writing and over 10 years since his birth as a published poet and writer; Ceneri has now 2 poetry collections, a set of four-book journals and two anthologies.
Ceneri is currently invested in Magesoul Publishing working with the founder, Carlos Medina and core executives to help the poetry community voices to be heard and recognized.
Adric is a passionate artist, creating books covers such as ‘IT HURTS’, ‘SURVIVAL’ and ‘HEALING’, the first trilogy of anthologies by Magesoul Publishing and for other books published through Magesoul Publishing. Adric also has written a chapter for each of the books in this trilogy of anthologies, poems not published in any of his other books. He is also translating books and creating art for other authors.
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Loved the post! You’re an amazingly talented one.. keep posting😊
Loved the post! You’re an amazingly talented one.. keep posting😊
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