Every time as I wake up… you are always on my unstable mind! What have you done to me?
These memories of my childhood don’t let me breathe at all. They don’t let me live without fear, they don’t let me sleep in peace.
The balance of my life today is a total chaos, is for what people hope of me, the main reason not to stay in here.
Time has flown away, the truth is, it could never be the same, all I can do now is escape.
Your tears aren’t worthy, not for my cure, I’ll prove you were wrong. My wounds don’t heal, I’ll be back when your eyes get to see I’m real.
What I offer to you is not enough. I don’t want to be an obstacle in your path, I am just a problem behind this mask. It’s better not to let you know, that your eyes won’t see my face anymore.
I propose myself to walk away from this life, to erase my pain, to believe in faith. I will run until the divine line, to sleep for a while, to wait for an end.
I don’t blame anyone for judging me, because all it is, is ignorance. I don’t blame anyone for killing my soul, nor for leaving my remains in this world.
I was no more than a lost reason, one of the many agonies of the forgotten, one of many dreams unrealized. Now I leave… everything stays in its place. I wish to front my present, but I have no strength to fight against it. I just wish to hide away from everything.
With the sunrise, a new day will come, with it my life will be a history, lines of a verse, the feelings of my story.
Adric Ceneri is an LGBTQ artist, poet, writer, and author. He was born in Mexico and lived there during his childhood. He was raised in the coasts of the Pacific Ocean with his parents up to the age of five, and when his parents separated, he had to endure and survive the consequences of his parents’ poor lives choices. The majority of his poetry reflects the pains and sufferings he had to endure. He writes about his sexuality and the events that marked him throughout childhood and the difficulties he faced when he was growing up. Ceneri often writes with a rebellious heart through his poetry, expressing his emotions and always remaining true to who he is as an artist. As a poet and writer, he transmits his feelings and embodies his transgressions in magical word-plays truly transforming pain into art.
With over 17 years in writing and over 10 years since his birth as a published poet and writer; Ceneri has now 2 poetry collections, a set of four-book journals and two anthologies.
Ceneri is currently invested in Magesoul Publishing working with the founder, Carlos Medina and core executives to help the poetry community voices to be heard and recognized.
Adric is a passionate artist, creating books covers such as ‘IT HURTS’, ‘SURVIVAL’ and ‘HEALING’, the first trilogy of anthologies by Magesoul Publishing and for other books published through Magesoul Publishing. Adric also has written a chapter for each of the books in this trilogy of anthologies, poems not published in any of his other books. He is also translating books and creating art for other authors.
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